Jordan, I sent Jude a number that can help immediately over the phone. As someone who dealt with more things than a human should have to, you reaching out is the hardest part - and that part is over. Some help is coming over the phone, and we have more if needed. Back when I started in EMS (1987) all we had was each other and you basically, tucked everything away and moved on. Things are different now, as they should be, and help is available. I am very fortunate to have a wife that sees things, as well as a department that has resources. Never knew how much they meant until recently when we had to activate all of our help following one particular weekend.
It works and we are all better from it. Get with Jude, and PM me if you need further.
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