Jordan welcome to the dark side unfortunately. I spent 16yrs in the fire service and one of those was as a combat firefighter in Iraq. I know first had exactly where you are and where you are headed without help. Believe me there is a light at the end of the tunnel , I know because I was once there . You should probably walk away from the fire service until you get through this ,then rethink if its for you or not . PTSD happens to even the best of us at some time or another ,some is sooner some later. Luckily you have realized the need for help and are seeking it now. I will do what I can for you ,you know how to reach me . You are not alone .
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