I ordered it from Amazon. Gonna give it a try, as much as I hate to read, lol. And that is a great sentiment when you say there is too much to live for. I have intentionally done so much to myself over the years that is so very selfish in the respect that if I leave my family prematurily due to lung cancer, or heart disease due to not correcting hight cholesterol, or anything else along those lines, in effect I have robbed them of a father and their major means of support, both financially and emotionally. It's just selfish. Yet I knowingly do it. Why am I just now maturing enough to realize these things!!! Hell, I'm 34, or 35 I think maybe.
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