Realization
Jordan, I hope you realize that you have taken a major first step. That being you realized you had some issues that needed to be addressed. I hope by way of the many supportive comments you received from members of SC and probaly even more from your family and friends you realize how much you mean to people and how much people want to hug you and say it will be O.K. Listen friend, IT WILL BE O.K.
After two tours of Gulf War I, I saw too many of my buddies try to deal with PTSD alone, thinking they could not tell some one about their thoughts, thinking they were weak, or "being a sissy". Well, those issue will effect you, and it is best you address it before it addresses you.
You did the right thing by addressing your feelings. Seek out professionals, keep your faith, and realize you have far more support than you can even imaged.
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