Dealing With Death

[Jordan]

Im not sure if this is an appropriate subject on salty cajun.com, but I'm going to try it anyway.

Beings that im on the fire dept, were a relatively close knit group. I have been dealing with some deaths that are "haunting" me recently. I will not elaborate on what happened at these scenes but I cant shake the nervousness feeling when at a scene or weeks after.

Anyone on here deal with deaths and can elaborate on how to deal with them ?

We dont have a chaplain to talk with here and in order to talk with a counselor, our dept has to pay to bring one in.

What do you do to "get over" a death. I know this job might not be for me, but I love what I do.......

Can someone shed some light through either PM or reply on how you get over a death ?