Surreal Day......this can't be happening again.....

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When Huey was born at 27 weeks gestation my world changed forever. We faught to survive for 3 months in the NICU right there with him.

Today, He is my best friend.

I find myself here again. My wife Chelle is only 30 weeks into our pregnancy and we have been admitted into Labor and Delivery.

Terrified doesn't even begin to scratch the surface of what is going thru my mind right now.

I am in disbelief and limbo at the same time. At what point does your love for your unborn child need to turn into the need to protect your wife?

How do I look at her as just an organism that is hurting Chelle?

A paernts love for his child vs. A husbands love for his wife............

I haven't talked to Chelle about my feelings or the horrible scenarios going thru my mind......if any of you reading this know her. Please never mention it.

This isn't the place to talk about such things, but I can't find the hispital priest right now.