cant believe im saying this

[fishinpox]

went to look at the used blackjack today, this was ragged out p.o.s. so i started to look at brand new ones and the frontier 21ft. i already have a deposit from a guy in mississippi on my old boat he was gonna come pay me the rest today. driving home started to feel guilty about buying a 50k+ boat so i called the man told him im refunding the deposit and my boat is no longer for sale. so i called my wife to explain that the used one i wanted wasnt up to my standards and i would on settle for a brand new on which i felt would be selfish of me considering we are gonna make some babies in about a little over a year ect ect. (hoping to win brownie points) so i told her im fine with my old boat. her words were "dumbazz why would u do that i just want u to be happy if its a new blackjack that makes you happy then go buy it" wow i really put my foot in my mouth on that one spoke alittle to soon. oh well if i decided to sell it and buy another a month from now or 1.5 years from now im just gonnna have to deal with it . gotta admit it would be pretty damn sweet rollin in a new blackjack